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Random post. Its Friday once again. Today wusn't a bad day. Except that Mdm Khoo, my civic tutor, actually talked to me. Talked abt my sucky results. She said she's going to call my daddy n talk to him abt it. Argh. I am so dead. Hopefully daddy wun make a big fuss out of it. Anewae, she's sending me for econs remedial. OMG! Thats goin to suck mans. Its lyke sending me to the nunnery lidat lahs. =X its just a metaphor. haha. Imagine jiaxin goin fer econs remedial. Thats goin to be sum joke of the yr lahs! >.< color="#cc66cc">Seven mths to my freedom! =D

Hmms. Today nearly went to sch late again. Fen told me sum stuffs that got me rather pissed off. hmms. I wusnt pissed off by her. But the contents of what she said. Hmms. Sorry fen. I can't help it lahs. I'll try to be nice =) hmms. My mood wus spoilt fer the whole day. Talked to my hellmate abt stuffs frm the past. Bad memories. hmms. Its alrdy too late fer repentance. What's the use since the harm n hurt haf been done? Sorry fen. I just can't bring myself to forgive sumone lidat completely. Sorry.

Oh yarhs! today flor took my hellmate's photo while she wus snoozing during assembly. She's so gorgeous even when she's dozing off to slp. Sheesh..I am so in love wif my hellmate=D Peiling is such a great hellmate. *xin showing signs of turning les..uhoh* she's gorgeous, funny, lame, hot n sexy. N also, she's so nice to me!! We had a romantic walk in the rain ysd. She even held the umbrella fer me. So sweet right?!! =D I'm leaving my hp's wallpaper as it is. Its so nice lahs. I LOVE MY QUACK=D

hmms. Had a gd chat wif my gd fren just nw. Were talking abt our future stuffs. He said my thinking has changed lers. Haha. Haf I? hmms. Perhaps bahs. I used to be veri simple-minded. Blehs. hmms. I din change much lahs. Just dun really expect much frm my future now. After so much things, just realised that everything is so unpredictable. Not trying to be pessimistic here. hmms. oh wells. All I asked fer is a simple n peaceful life. haha. And so wher do I go after jc? hmms. hopefully, I can get into an uni. SMU seems so out of reach. Alas fer me. I'm always having such high expectations of myself. And after uni? hmms. find wrk bahs. Haha. I used to think of getting married right after studies 'cause I'm veri sick of life as a student. And wana stay hm n enjoy life. bLehs. crazy old me. oh wells. no office wrk fer me. That will bore me to death. haha. I need excitement in my life =D haha. And after that? hmms. Decide to wrk till sumone's willing to take up the burden of taking care of me. haha. Or till I haf earn enuff to stay hm n enjoy my life. *shrugs* Haha. As compared to mine, my fren's future plan is so much detailed, so much full of ambition. Haha. Oh wells. To me, simplicity is beauty.

Gona go mugging soon. Hehehs. I will get my As n Bs fer mid yrs! * xin gives nerdy look* Haha.

`i really really miss you so.